What does an escapist do when faced with pain and hurt? She hides. She runs away from whatever its is that brings her pain. She runs from whatever it is that makes her want to cry and feel extremely weak. She runs away as far as she needs to escape having to feel her own heart breaking apart. She runs and pushes people away even though she knows it is going to be harder if she deals with it alone; even though she knows she could not really
run away from pain itself.